New Desmond??

Hm... I dunno wadz wrong wit me lately. I've been trying to change my appearances, my clothing, my hairstyle and everything that I wish to make a change. Ofcoz not changing my sex, LOL.
One of the reason can be due to the imcoming prom nite. I'm trying to giv a perfect image during the nite. Another reason could b lately absorbing too many stress and thinking.
Ofcoz, life is full with studies and assignments. However, lately, something hav been catching on my mind, torturing me, circulating my and ruining my mood. I'm not sure this could b a misunderstanding or not. But I hope it was. Sometime, being too good to a person could really lead to some kinda misunderstanding. Ofcoz... particularly b nice to a female friends. There was once I experienced the same feeling, now... it happens again. Oh, common... being nice to you doesn't mean I wanna like u. Haha... Anyway, the thing that bothering me is that... YOU ARE TRYING TO AVOID ME!!! Sigh... I really wish to explain to u. BUt ofcoz... explain too much could lead more to misunderstanding. Nah... nvm now... juz let it be natural. See how it goes with time. Maybe in future, it will be the other way round. HAHA...

Talk abt changing, I'm having a new hairstyle, trying to wear more classy look, kinda like wanna follow the Korean and Japanese fashion trend. Went for shopping laz Sat, bought a shirt and a trouser from SUB, cost me about RM250. T.T Damn... becoz of this prom nite, I pokai liao... lol. Juz now Ah Bong teased me, "if you dont get to know a gal during the prom nite, you should be sorry for yourself." LOL... true true... Ok, Bong... I will definitely try. With new image, I ofcoz... gain a new confident to myself. =P

Wow... so late ody... anyway. Here are some of the pic I took during testing for some shirts and coats. Oh, btw... WHY THE FCUK IS THE COAT SO DAMN EXPENSIVE... and itz kinda hard to find a cheap one in Kch... sux.






Oh, I've forgotten. 2day, I did sth terribly wrong. I saw the old man again who sells biscuits (appeared in my previous post) . But... But... I didnt buy from him. I WAS SO COLD HEARTED!!! WHAT THE HELL IS WRONG WIT ME?? I should have bought sth from him as promised. But I didnt!!! Omg... I didnt keep my promise... sigh... now thinking back. I'm really feeling so sorry to myself. GOD, please forgive me.

~Desmond 1.32am 220909~